10 February 2010
Boredom carried over Day 41... and I can't seem to think of a good way to have a self portrait. I don't know why I decided to do self portraits at least once a week; I don't even know how to pose for pictures. Watching America's Next Top Model sure gave me ideas on how to project, but I guess I can't let go of my own walls. Smiling on pictures is my security blanket, and I am always afraid to be caught on camera without a smile on my face as I always think I am ugly without it. Anyway, I took this picture while watching the evening news - I hoped to model the bracelet (which is my mom's, by the way) - but I still have to learn how to become a little easy in front of the camera.
*** Jenn ***